we all have to dance

when things spin, and love faith and hope spiral from your grasp, know that we are here with loves anchor, and we will tie you to our souls and love will survive, prevail... nothing will take you from our heart... and in life's dance we will spin in love... don't be afraid, we all have to dance...

when you dream

What I said in every breath was true
when eyes laid
upon the beauty that was you
love filled me
everything that I loved
I see in you

my heart skipped
my skin chilled
and breath left

I dream of loves touch
your touch
so close
just out of reach

I see you in my dream
I hope someday
you see me
in your dream

i miss

I miss your lips on mine
I miss you giving in to my kiss
I wish your neck laid in my arm
my lips on yours
and miss our whispered words of love

your blue eyed glance
pearled white smile
and porcelain skin
how I miss your touch

how I miss our hearts skipped beat
together our silly
skipped dance

I miss your lips on mine
I miss your loving kiss

i say fall

I think one of the greatest things about falling in love is the uncertainty. The not knowing that nervous quiver in the pit of your gut that makes you aware of your fragility, we never really know where love will take us. It’s not mapped out it can’t be navigated or drawn out on napkins.

It is after all called “falling in love”, it’s not climbing precariously in love, walking slowly in love, it is truly falling. Every part of your being flailing, thrashing and wondering where will I land, will this hurt?

But to fall, you have to let go. You have to loosen your grip on the past and all the things that scared you toughened you. You have to give in to your heart and quiet the mind let go and just fall.

We build walls around our hearts to keep out the pain that we felt in the past. These walls do nothing but keep the pain closer, a constant reminder of the hurt. Like a cooler it keeps our once warm heart lonely, cold, and afraid. These walls don’t keep out the pain of the past, but only keep out the chance of loving, of falling.

I say fall, I say let go of the ropes that have you tied to the past. Tear down your walls and give in. Give it your all throw caution to the wind and let chips fall, we might get knocked down, we might get hurt, we might cry for what seems to be a lifetime. But I would rather feel pain for what seems to be a lifetime, to know love, to feel love, to be love, even if it were for but a moment. 

the kiss i missed

I can see the smile in your voice when we talk
I can see the sun dancing on your sky blued eyes
an angelic reflection of love like no other
your perfectly parted lips spilling the tales of your day

I imagine mine on yours
the one kiss I missed

you make me smile

I’m in my car and you in yours and this moment seems to slip by ever so quick

we say good bye

the sun is setting

I wish for spring
and the kiss I missed