wind chimes sing

trees now barren
shudder in dark
pulling life inward
waiting for some spark
wind chimes sing
a seasons end
the death of warmth
the death of light
the cold wind moves
across the night
loneliness sits
in a pale moon’s light
how I wish
for you this night
to hold you close
to keep love tight
never again alone
in these cold dark nights

immaculate place

this mornings wake
surely a dream
my loves perfect body
lay next to mine
in this moment I wish
no existence of time
nothing else matters
beyond our embrace
forever my love
I wish us to be
in this immaculate place

will you see me

the wind blows
I can feel your touch as it moves across me
the sun shines
paling in comparison to your smile
the bluest oceans move
yet to match the love I see in your eyes

because loves love knows
then you my sweet
my dear
you know
I am here
and only with love will I know you

do I deserve such love?
do I deserve thee?
with every part that moves through me
I wonder…

again and again
i wonder
in you
will you
see me?

unrolled sleeve

when you say I love you,
it cannot be said with recklessness
it must come from that place that scares us the most
the place where you lay every part of our being
an empty field or cold dark night
an unrolled sleeve…
we shiver in the face of love
but throw our hearts to its fire

the heart has no agenda or plan
it knows only to love
and in this knowing
this being
I throw my heart to your fire
I love you

every glance

I make love to you with my eyes,
with every glance
never needing a touch
a kiss
a taste
I feel your heart in my heart,
together they beat to our loves song
forever creating new verse

in your eyes I am set free,
the dark tides of the past removed
in your eyes I see only love
I see only me
and in my eyes
there is forever now
only you

love ?

…when we give up all we’ve ever known
hurt, pride, arrogance, deceit…
our past

what do we have left?
compassion ,benevolence, kindness, empathy…

love?

and with what is left
what is new
what shall we do?

love?

love is what I will do
I choose love,
and love

only you…

let it live

What will you do with this new found happiness?
How long will you let it live?

This is different …
I don’t want to numb it…

You’re going to screw it up.
You know your going to pour whiskey on it.

Ill get past you.
You can’t have this.

Ill see you in the end.

Not until then.

But indeed, I will be there.

crazy grin

An overwhelming sense, of calm and peace in my heart, my spirit came over me this morning, as the cold buildings and rushing people flew by me, a hurried, worried look in their eye with seldom ever a smile. I realized I was dreaming and it was you I was dreaming of, your smile, your laugh, that first kiss and every kiss since. I was dreaming of touching your angelic skin and how I could make a life exploring every fraction of it. How I hang on every word you say as if it might be the last I ever hear and how I get lost in your hypnotizing eyes. I dreamt of how when we are together the world stops and there is only you and I. So with this crazy grin, extra skip, I will sit the rest of this day, and continue to dream of you.

i dream

the city skyline in the pre dawn light
a jewelry box of lights

the crisp air of the morning chills me

i think of holding you

i touch my lips where you last were
and crave another
always one more

with eyes closed
i dream…

your smile, it fills me with hope

eyes of the blue sea, tempt

the warmest touch, enlivens

i am spinning

with a skipped beat i long for you

your perfect skin

I want to swim in the ocean that is your blue eyes
live on the beach that is your perfect skin
and drink from the nectar that is your kiss
when pulled from my arms
your touch
your scent
your kiss

I so do miss…

the symphony that is you

If I could write music

I would write the symphony that is you
but only the sound of your heart next to mine could play it
only your lips on mine would sing it
and only in your arms could we hear it…