in this moment

Winter they say is coming. In this cold darkness it seems as if she might have already found her way into me. Having been pulled from your warm embrace, loneliness fills me and I steer away from your drive. Doubt fills the cracks of the weakest parts of my being. It’s not the drive; it’s all the time alone. The lines in the road hurry by, like moments in life, moving past, without so much as a thought. In this moment I realize what I have wasted. So many moments have past without loving, without trusting, without happiness, without you. I’m afraid that more than half of the lines in my life have already hurried by. With a fractured soul, pieced back together by you, by your love, I ache for our moments our time. I yearn for the moment that this road takes me back to you, where my arms around you are supposed to be. For now, I hold your angelic smile in my mind and your love in my heart and like the sunrise, it warms the cold doubt filled places of my being.