make it a smile

A Eulogy
An old man’s soul mate…

It was but a whisper

On this day…wow a thousand times wow…

Ever was there a day that the breeze did take away this breath,
This day be,
This day I live

Forever and a thought brought this to me,

Brothers, sisters… daughters…

This day I breathe

Your smile…my love
You I love

Wow a thousand times wow…

I miss you…

Clean hand and light of heart…
We lived one day as one…

Sorry I let you down…

The orange pink sky of youth brings me home…

your soul has lost its feet

When you can’t exhale enough
When your eyes are blinded by tear
When your hands tremble to the hearts beat

What then?

When your cell can’t find the right number
When all your rights become wrong
When you can’t see the next day

What then?

When your heart is just a beat
When your soul has lost its feet
When the bottle is your best friend

What then?

When the words lose meaning
When living is the fear
When really all I want…

Is to disappear…

What then?

loves kissed break

Loves love touched this mornings break,
This orange, pink, this loves kissed break,
This morning new, this morning’s new love, this new day of you,
This once and only sight, hidden but from my loves, my true loves view

Hover clouds like loves, loves touch,
Sweet loves breath on this day’s new,
This mornings loves song, sweet, new,
This loves, love sweet, this day of new,

This morning breeze,
The windows dress does move on this day’s new breath,
I pull my love to this loves breath, in this my love our new day,
Our love does not rest…

With quivering lip and sweat of palm,
Quickened heart and loves sweet song,
On my loves breath,
The sweetest song,
On my lovers love does now the sun sure rest,

your dark side

In here there are no saviors
In here there is only pain
In here we see your dark side
In here we feel the same

I want to make it over
I want to make it right
But here you’re the soldier
I don’t have the fight

In here you’re my lover
Outside wish I had the light
You took away my best friend
I am forever left with why

You took away the best things and leave me with this plight…

I can’t take these feelings
I can’t take this fight
I want to make it over
But you took away my right

Wish I had your smile,
These things would be alright
But I can’t take this fight
I can’t make it right

I wished for your love
But I guess they said…
It wasn’t right

Ill take our life
Ill take what we had

Put it deep inside
And fight for my right to carry
To bury it inside

Cause I don’t have the strength
I don’t have the fight
To let go the feelings,
These are my feelings

These are mine tonight…